I am grateful for the push
It is decision time. One way or the other a decision is needed. Good thing though is that it is your choice. It can feel like a crisis but you are in control. What you focus on will manifest. You may have heard about the six planet parade (alignment) that occurred in the past 7 days (on 28th May in Australia) with Jupiter, Mercury, Uranus, Mars, Neptune and Saturn lining up to Earth. In this alignment the most powerful impact is made by Mercury as communication with ourselves, others and our Spirit Team dominates followed by the demand from Saturn to create balance in our lives. This is a great opportunity to bring your hidden thoughts (Uranus and Mercury) out into the open and speak up about it. This in itself creates its own crisis which will result in some surprising emotional dysregulation. Consider this a push into or onto your future path.